Blue
I've made a house in myself, It's so big that it's suffocating Because it's not empty, but full of it The grief that I have collected I'm trying to make room Maybe ink it onto paper with pen But its slippery and overflows Painting all and my hands in vain And I look around myself Sitting in that poodle of blood But its all blue and all mine So I just cry and try to tuck I soak it in my blanket And wear it all around me Its so warm but so so cold I breathe but its choking So heavy I should take it off But I lay down and shut my eye Because it's all blue and all mine I pray for it all to be fine Dreaming of when I wake up It'll be gone and I'll be me With my nails clean and no glue Sticking to my bones or skin