A Girl From The Past

Sometimes,

I visit the past

haunted by the people

who lived there once,

I know

there lived a little girl,

she stretched her limbs

and stood with the adults,

tell her to close the books

and loosen her tie,

get the toys she have

hidden from eyes,

there is a diary kept

where she spilled her grief,

put it on fire

remind her to breathe,

tell her fairies are real

Santa visits on Christmas eve,

the adults are no fun

they call her naive,

I wish to apologize

I wish to forgive

I wish to give those years back,

so she could live

but I can't

so I watch and weep

as she gambles her childhood

when she was just a damned kid.

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